I think I’ve reached that plain in life where everything gets a little tiring. Not so much physically tiring but rather a mental strain in which the only thing I can cling to in life has become my faith and my marriage. I’ve lost a little ground in life and in an effort to gain it all back I attempt to cling to the familiar hoping to be fulfilled with something..anything to fill this void, but it would seem that in the process I’ve lost a bit of myself.

Truth...The Pursuit

I see now how the weight of this world can be so heavy that it ends of scarring an individual for the duration of his/her life. I can see now that if it is allowed to permeate your very existence then this life and it’s burdens can often take from you the things you deserve in life, the things you’ve worked for. What funny is that even though you can see that you’re losing ground and that something has gone amiss on this journey you often find yourself powerless to exact or inject if you will any semblance of coruscant vitality into this pit that you find yourself.

Although it may be rough I can say that He is still faithful and still kind, piece by piece I’ll put it all together and eventually as it pertains to this situation I’ll make my way out of the darkness to find my own personal truth in this situation.

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